Mono is sucking the life out of me. Ugh.
Can you please just say something and mean it? My heart can’t handle your back and forth actions. …ugh, boys. It was so much easier when they were unattainable.
It’s been about 5 months since I’ve posted on here and lets just say time has not been kind to me on this journey. I have gained back a lot of my weight due to moving, picking up bad eating habits again and just pure laziness. Needless to say I am tired of feeling that lethargic, overweight, uncomfortable feeling that made me lose weight in the first place. So here I am again, take...
I feel entirely alone. Like I have no friends and people to confide in. Yes, I’m surrounded by family and love and I appreciate the hell out of it. But my friendships aren’t what they used to be and it’s a very unsettling feeling. I need life to slow down so I can get a job and meet some people..I need people.
You know what makes it incredibly hard to eat...
-Moving. -Moving into a house that is getting all new floors put in so there is no kitchen to keep food in. -Living in a teeny town that only has fast food. -Living with people that don’t understand what it’s like to truly eat clean and healthy. -Moving. God I hate moving. I feel like I’ve gained 50 pounds just in water retention. bleh.
Tomorrow everything changes.
Today is my last day in Oregon before I hit the road tomorrow and drive down to LA. It’s surreal, I can’t believe it’s finally here. Here’s to chasing dreams and following goals. I just hope everything works out for the good.
timeforteaalice asked: Hey I just read on your blog about your goals. Even though you dont know who I am, I know you can do it!
-Continue to eat clean -Walk and hike more -Drink tea -Get a job -Lose 5 pounds (CW:179) -Be happy in my life changes