I just wanted to post an explanation for my absence on here this past week. This past monday, the 23rd my beautiful little kitty (who I know you have to have seen, I’ve posted pictures of her constantly) passed away. The way it happened was unexpected and completely unfair. I had taken her in to get her teeth cleaned which I thought was a simple enough procedure. Well a couple hours after dropping her off I got a call from my very distraught vet telling me she had passed away from the anesthesia. My vet told me that Paris probably had heart arrhythmia and it caused a reaction in her and her lungs filled with fluid. I haven’t gotten the final diagnosis just yet, but I have reason to believe this is total bullshit. Not only had she gone through many check ups that the vet could have heard her heart arrhythmia but Paris had been put under just a few months ago and was fine. I believe the vet made a mistake and gave her too much anesthesia and that’s what killed her. It’s been a struggle this entire week, to have something that was so precious to you be ripped from you so unexpectedly. She was my best friend who i spent all my days with and now I don’t know what to do with myself. She was such a special and unique cat, she loved everybody and spread so much happiness. She wasn’t even two yet, she was still a baby. She was healthy and happy, and her loss is completely uncalled for. I did get the chance to say goodbye to her, which has helped, since I got to say my goodbyes but now all I can see is her little body limp in my arms. I miss her more than I’ve ever missed anything and I’m not quite sure how to deal with this loss. All I can do is hope that she knew how much I loved her and that she is happy. I’m sorry for such an upsetting, depressing post, but I think I needed to write this all out for myself. I love you Paris, forever and always.